Falling Apart

If I
Never fall in love
With somebody that
Fell in love with somebody Else
Then No other feeling compared To that
Will ever come back to haunt me
Replenishing all of my energy
All of my memories
Fuck what the messages say
They been deleted
It's not like you cheated
Right?
Even Though you said that you Cannot live without me
Live without me
You cannot live without me?
You the type that cant dream
Right?
This
Ain't what it seems
Like
This is the shit that them fiends
Like
Ugly as fuck
Couldn't give a lesser one
About them
No attachment
No matter what the gem in that Glass meant
Thought he was loved
But his girlfriend was pretty as Fuck
Left his ass for another buck
To Chase
And the Amount of money in his Bank account
Is less than the time that he spent On that
Pussy that he sucked
So what the fuck
I'm just as stuck

I'm lost but never found
Even when I'm next to you
Visions of us falling apart
Is my point of view
This is the reason I bring up the Past
It's cuz of you
This is the truth
You just been running and Putting your problems away
Hoping to pray
Hoping to pray to God
That he don't catch up
And mess up the vibe
That we once had
But it's all gone
Hang up the phone
Bitch I'm too grown
Sabotaging the castle of my life
This is my throne
You were my everything
You were my home
These are the reasons I cry
Fucking on one of the guys
One of the guys
Making me wanna run away
And hide

I'm grinding
I'm grinding
But I've been
Been losing my mind
Whole time
I was really playing myself
For a dime
Where the money go?
So where the money go?
That I grinded fo'

What a man
I would've been right?
Better yet
Keep on fucking with that guy
Claiming that he from the Chi
More like the Subs
Mf can't put up a fight
Maybe he can
But I'm just saying
This is some stupid shit
Bitch you been playing
Laying
In the bed With another man
Who ain't got no plan
Who ain't got no fans
Even tho he claims that he is an
Artist
I'm being honest
Fuck being modest
And you ain't shit
Man I'm glad that we split
So
Putting this pen to this paper
Smoking on some of that vapor
Pass me the dope
Smoke