There is a party where i’m going

(Do you know before it's going?)
(See you now before it goes)

We used to do it in my old place
Now it doesn't even go
I had a minute and a whole lie
Half-truth is all I know
Now I do it for no reason
Nothin' to me but a show
Can't get up, it's not easy
It's not easy being broke
Feel my body, check my socials
Did I do anything [?]
Just a loser with no options
That's how anything goes
There's a party where I'm going
[?]
A different face where I'm going
[?]

I hold the thoughts up in [?]
I had no one to be nice
I hold the thoughts up in [?]
(I had no one to be nice)
I hold the thoughts up in [?]
I had no one to be nice anymore
Anymore
Anymore
(Anymore)
(Anymore)