Painful

This is where im at, imma keep goin off the map,
The pain i feel gon bring me back,
Make me feel real, make me feel wack,
Make me real ill, make this shit slap,
Make me real hurt, make me attack,
Make me so burned, i need a bath,
See what i've earned, go do the math,
I have just learned to be extract and be extra,
I have learned to be the greatest i aint talkin no pressure,
Im on the come up, you know what it is to be measured,
As a white rapper who gon do this shit tethered,
This is real,

This how it go, this how it go,
Im off of the top with the moon and the stars you know how it go,
Now leave me alone, leave me alone,
Alone with my thoughts that you cant imagine, where is my home
Where is my home, i dont know where to go,
Im losing my mind and all of my pain is gon leave me so sore, oh
Im feeling the boredom
The mental disorder
Is takin over, takin over

Its collapsing me,
Steady chasing my dreams so i could be,
Something that mattered, happily,
Ever after, possibly, the greatest rapper,
Show them all that i could do it, im different the way, i just move it,
Im gifted, talent is my truest,
Replication of a demon, mad intrusive,
Im me,
No one could be like me, im me
Everyone wanna be, like me
Stay causin casualties, im me,
You dont wanna be like me, im me,
This different,
You cant see my vision,
Im way up, you down you sittin,
Cryin over sum ole bitch and,
Yeah, i tell the truth, this how i do, we keep a few, very select,
Stay on the zoom, stay on the views, keep goin up, like we erect,
We just the new, if you aint knew, i be so real, cause and effect,
I just be goin in cant rest, i just be goin in cant rest,
I had to get up when i was kicked down, learn from the best,
You gotta keep pushin forth, this game of life a mental test,
We play it out and how it works and we gon sit here at the mess,
Im just so sick of all this stress, im just so sick of all this stress,
Mind if you ease the pain, i cant take it im tryna run away,
It hurts so much, love gone away,
Time gon pass, ill see ya another day,
I try so hard and it hurts me,
In the end imma needa get a surgery,
I been runnin outta time, dont deserve me,
Where i been at,
Ill be right back,
Im just like that,

This how it go, this how it go,
Im off of the top with the moon and the stars you know how it go,
Now leave me alone, leave me alone,
Alone with my thoughts that you cant imagine, where is my home
Where is my home, i dont know where to go,
Im losing my mind and all of my pain is gon leave me so sore, oh
Im feeling the boredom
The mental disorder
Is takin over, takin over