R/makinghiphop Cypher Vol. 23 (2021) ENTRY

(Verse)

Love the way you lie
I got that window pane in mind
Just gon' stab, no one heard my cry

Stuck with folk telling me to rise
Above the foes wishing I'd die
Even though I've shown many times
I've failed everytime that I've tried

Tried their methods, lines
Tried lying, show my pride

No Goodyears could grow my vibe
Deflated is what I feel like
Cuz I'm tired, I got no drive

Pulling levers, all I find
I'm stuck in neutral, gas is fried

I'm using too much White
Perhaps blue coke just ain't the vibe
Relapse on porn to find my stride

Maybe I got corny rhymes
Cuz people ain't earring it right
Cuz I'm lobe piercing when I ride

I Been hard on myself, you know
Like it's autofellatio

So often, how I roll
The cost of my pain has got low

Just my sanity in limbo
Cuz I traded it for bimbos
Heck, I'm aiming for the info
On how sadists were my kinfolk

Manipulated by chill bros
Ain't no way I'll escape

With a means to sedate

Many things inside my brain
So agonizing, turn to angst
Televise it just to portray
My strife romanticized some way

Exploit my pain for your gains
Cuz your cameras stay in my face
I Been so numb, doubt I'll get fazed
If Linkin Park is where I make

My last stand, I been based
Rock with my lack to motivate
Cuz I think that I lost my sting

Can't get wood, they washed my stain
No wonder I got soft and hate
On everybody, Twittering

Like cancel culture done reshaped
My mental cuz of my pain