Survived Suffering

When god gives you the second chance
Walk out with a scholarship
Scars on my brain got me numb with that shallow pills
Suicidal real reality and temptations
But i was stronger than i thought i was
Penthouse from the trailer box days
Hot boxing no window
I was 12 little kid no playstation or nintendos
Ramen with no water, no cash for no taxi
Got a prepaid phone but
I can't call you so just text me
Unless we rob or steal
I gotta starve but im on tv with the stars
Felt the contradiction way before i learned the fuckin word, word
Got like twenty strangers every time we roll
Nobody really lookin out for my little ass they cold
And fifteen years older, busy with their own life
I used to cry staring out the window, prolly all nite
For no reason all season feeling left out
Traumatized as fuck looking left right

But i survived suffering
But i survived suffering
But i survived suffering
i survived suffering

I was too filipino to koreans eyes
To real filipinos I was too koreanized
Who that little guy with the braids
Where he born and raised he look different
Is he from the states, what did he say
What kinda language you speak, which school did you go
Do you have go to the army when you turn 18 years old
What's your race, are you half, Just because i'm tanned
Where you mom at, do you still talk to your own dad
Man fuck all that question cuz i'm the fucking answer
I ain't your entertainer I ain't here to entertain you
Life is marathon all i see is bunch of racers
Life is fucking short all i see is bunch of haters
Life is marathon all i see is bunch of racers
Life is fucking short all i see is bunch of haters
Life is marathon all i see is bunch of racers
Life is fucking short all i see is bunch of haters.

But i survived suffering
But i survived suffering
But i survived suffering
i survived suffering