The Fallen

Why the fuck is your trying me?
I got bars like the doctor prescribes for anxiety
We all part of society
Why I feel like I'm not though?
Trying to figure out what I should say and what I shouldn't like I'm not woke
For the ones who have fallen
This is the reason I'm ballin'
Gotta' keep my (?) solid track, yet demolish
I ain't finish college
I ain't tryna' find a plug
I'm just tryna' find some solace
Haters won't get acknowleged
Pops said give 'em knowledge

Boston born like guru
(?)
They don't understand the way we living
Had to put it on YouTube
Had to put this shit on live for y'all
We the ones who gon' ride for y'all
It might harder if I lie to y'all
Acting like I couldn't say "Hi" to y'all

DJ!
And I came out the belly of the beast
As they say that the minute you walk in my stable you know that you smelling the weed
I don't care what the calendar reads
Everyday I'm gon' get to the breach
We don't fuck with the way that they rap
Every release, I'm expected to lease
Sorry to the people that counted me out
It's okay, I understand, I kinda' counted myself out too
If I get down, I'm selling my shoe
And I don't think everyone in this building really tryna' understand
I don't think they understand what I'm tryna' do
I'm on the dark side of the moon

Take a walk on the wild side
Man, I stumble through downtown
And I always had a following
Way before fucking SoundCloud
Big Carhartt jacket on, each pocket got a full ounce
They turned the water in my neighborhood off and the (?) better have a well in your house
U-Haul with the packs in it
Make it look like I'm selling my house
But instead I made a sale out my house

For the ones who have fallen
This is the reason I'm ballin'
Gotta' keep my (?) solid track, yet demolish
I ain't finish college
I ain't tryna' find a plug
I'm just tryna' find some solace
Haters won't get acknowleged
Pops said give 'em knowledge