Balderdash

DJ!
(all the major labels need to see this)
DJ!

[Chorus]
Boy who he really run it (me)
I'm just tryna get a milli I can feel it coming (money)
DJ I'm the don in my city folks don't even miss me when I'm gone
Cause they know I'll be back (yup)
There's a part of me that's stuck inside this cul-de-sac (forever)
This is not a track (nope)
This is DJ playing balderdash (DJ)

[Verse 1]
Left to my own devices
Thats when all my bars seem to come out the nicest (true)
I need my legend license (I do)
They was tryna talk wild thats when the tension tightens
Why don't you look at that
DJ Lucas at the top and I ain't looking back
This is not a track (nope) this is me explaining how the fuck I wanna rap
And I'm not scared of hate (I'm not)
I'm scared that when I die Char won't know how to drop these tapes (fuck)
So I'm gon' teach her now (yup)
I should be a social worker how I'm reaching out (clean)
I took the bleakest route it just seems suited for the person that they seem to doubt
I don't wanna change all my cupholders still have a lot of change
Girl I'm not deranged we was just living a life that I could not sustain
I'm from where J Mascis wrote "Feel the Pain"
I'm off them drugs boy I don't feel a thang (DJ)
They say I rap weird
I'm still that same Lucas Kendall since cat ears (way back)
It's Eric on the beat we tryna inherit every house up on this fucking street

[Chorus]
Boy who he really run it (me)
I'm just tryna get a milli I can feel it coming (money)
DJ I'm the don in my city folks don't even miss me when I'm gone
Cause they know I'll be back (yup)
There's a part of me that's stuck inside this cul-de-sac (forever)
This is not a track (nope)
This is DJ playing balderdash (DJ)

[Verse 2]
My homies all wasted
I'm just rolling big bleeps in a small basement (dope)
It's all about placement (yup)
Gotta whole bunch of feelings It's not all hatred (nope)
But it's not love either (d)
It'd be naive of us to think there's only one reaper (j)
This shit go much deeper (dj)
I'm the underground art rap Justin Bieber
Mixed with Tim Burton (clean)
You can look into my eyes and tell I've been working (i have)
I can look into your eyes and tell you've been hurting
I ain't listening to no one boy I been perfect (true)
When you come to Western Mass you know who's really ruling (what)
A lot of people talk that talk I don't know who they fooling (no one)
Cause they ain't fooling me (nope)
I ain't ever tried to be the guy it's cool to be (dj)

[Chorus]
Boy who he really run it (me)
I'm just tryna get a milli I can feel it coming (money)
DJ I'm the don (yup)
In my city folks don't even miss me when I'm gone (DJ)
Cause they know I'll be back (I will)
There's a part of me that's stuck inside this cul-de-sac (forever)
This is not a track (nope)
This is DJ playing balderdash (DJ)

(big bleep music)