Dirrty 1

Hear just what I said and what I said is what I meant
Things that I'm going through today is too intense
And when I'm done at the end of the day
Feeling dirty unworthy like nothing I could say
Is enough to wipe away the troubles of the day
My chest aches trying to keep up with you
My mind goes dark to escape the need to match your pace
I need to be more ...in my dreams
In my dreams the mundane
This used to be funny
This used to make sense
This used to be a phase

I could get through
If I could only touch you
If I could only touch you
I could get through
If I could only touch you
If I could only touch you
I could get through

Mental anxiety has got a hold of me
I needa break free
feel the peace of my relief
Crank my tunes up and
Im tryna calm the beast

All my old friends are on drugs
Willing to die from the buzz
How did I get where I am
What is this thing they call love

Feels like it feels like it
Don't matter what it feels like
Trapped between the thought and the memory

Stuck with how it could be
Unhappy with the way it is

This is just hopeless
I feel so worthless
Now I know
No matter what
Know I don't matter

I could still get through
If I could only touch you
If I could only touch you
I could still get through