solitary
[Verse: D'Haelo]
Hide my pain on the corner of the yard being solitary
Staring at my cracked phone screen before I have to hurry
The day started perfectly without greeting anyone
That's fine, 'cause ignoring me is what they want
I ain't got no social since a long time
They learned with their partners, I learned with myself
Well, this puzzle part is too unstable for my health
Yeah, I done all the work by myself
Every time I get to know a new circle of pеople
With a self-confidencе at zero, without the ego of a hero
Does it feel like it takes an eternity to make it peaceful
But would it work out if our world is not even at that level?
Would it work out? Is there something I doubt?
Maybe yeah, maybe not, maybe, why not?
I still tryna find the faith in a not-so-full amount
Of people in this fucking house
[Verse: Papa Sleep]
I just seen the evil in these people they dont want to be my friends
Why just treat me equal when you need a cleanse away from this bullshit
Completely understand you like the static on the television
I can see why you wanna split
I can see why you wanna dip away from this place become someone else for a day
Maybe someone with some false ambitions
Maybe be a person with some plans or something
Have a little garden with some plants that you never water
Be a better author write a book about the bargains that you never made
Watch me fade away into obscurity both forget the times we had until we 53
I can see that you kept the chains on my feet
How nice it must be to never let me free
Crazy how far that you've come but you have yet to be a better me
[Verse: COMA6]
Hope its the last time coming, got both feet on the ground
Fucking knots inside my stomach, wonder how I made it out
Bleeding gums and shaky hands, now what the fuck im on about?
Screaming demons out my lungs
Now they projecting out my mouth
Always wonder why they help in the deep ruts
Always wonder why I stayed with that fake love
I been fucked so many times for the same lust
Never wondered why I offered up my frayed gut
Sick of speaking on the shit that made me hate trust
But I been learning how to make it through the pain fine
And if I offered up my soul would you repay us
If I can find another one that won't betray mine
If I can find another one that won't betray mine
If I can find another one that won't betray mine