Not Happy for You

I said I'm happy for you girl, I'm lying
What I'm feeling now is nothing short of dying
Can you tell me what I need to do to fix this situation, impatient

I always had your back when it was up against the wall, I always broke it down
You was crying rivers, I was always watching you just drown
Now I'm the one that's gonna lose
And I just gotta tell you the truth

I'm not happy for you
'Cause I'm not happy for me
Oh no, no, no
I'm going crazy
Because you played me
For a fool, whoa
I'm not happy for you, no
'Cause I'm not happy for me
No, no, no, no, no
And I'm going crazy
Because you played me
For a fool

I feel like the victim, I don't understand just
Why you love him, why you pick him over me, feel like insecurity
You need it don't you? Watch when he hurt you
And I won't be there picking up the pieces for you

I won't be there them times I know you crying
I'm so jaded, I'm so broken and I'm dying
I go against my morals, take you back any time any day
I told you

I always had your back when it was up against the wall, I always broke it down
You was crying rivers, I was always watching you just drown
And now I'm the one that's gonna lose
And I can't help but tell you the truth

I'm not happy for you
'Cause I'm not happy for me
Oh no, no, no
I'm going crazy
Because you played me
For a fool, whoa
I'm not happy for you, no
'Cause I'm not happy for me
No, no, no, no, no
And I'm going crazy
Because you played me
For a fool