Homesick

Derez De'Shon

I never thought I'd be this
Way or see this day, lately
Niggas hatin', bitches fakin', crazy
Remember days dreaming I'd make it
To this day I can't believe I made it
I can't even lie, it's unreal
I can't even explain how I feel
I don't even know what's really real
But if I lost it all, baby would you be here?
Or would you leave me like the rest of 'em
Do you just need me like the rest of 'em do?
I thought you believed me
And really felt somethin'
Until you treated me like the rest of 'em do

Yeah, I been on the road for days
I ain't been home in days
And I'm missin' home, yeah
I'm missin' home, i'm homesick
Ain't answer my phone for days
Long nights and longer days
And I'm missin' home, yeah
I'm missin' home, i'm homesick
I can't even lie, it's unreal
I don't even know how to feel
I don't even know what's really real
But if I lost it all, baby would you be here?
If I lost it all would they
Still keep it real? yeah
If I lost it all would I still be, real

Lately I'm gettin' calls from people I
Ain't talked to in years
Cousin just got out of prison
I hit him and asked what's the deal?
He called me and asked me
How much was my deal damn, what's the deal?
Sometimes, I wish I could go
Back to the times
When a nigga didn't have a dime
Everybody broke, on the grind
Wasn't poppin' champagne
Scrapin' up change for a couple bills
Since I got some change, a
Lot of shit changed, with me and my peers
I be feelin' like fuck the spotlight
I wanna go back to the block light
Look at everything I don't got right
Was it all worth it 'cause since a nigga
Made it I feel like somethin' not right
I can't tell the truth from the lies
In the coupe with no roof and I'm ridin'
Hit the booth, tell the truth, no lie, no lie

Yeah, I been on the road for days
I ain't been home in days
And I'm missin' home, yeah
I'm missin' home, i'm homesick
Ain't answer my phone for days
Long nights and longer days
And I'm missin' home, yeah
I'm missin' home, i'm homesick
I can't even lie, it's unreal
I don't even know how to feel
I don't even know what's really real
But if I lost it all, baby would you be here?
If I lost it all would they
Still keep it real? yeah
If I lost it all would I still be