So It Goes

There is a little wick inside my head
Wet, waiting for the wind to dry it
Waiting for the fire to burn
And blow up my mind, forever!
With eyes wide closed
Every step is a risk
With eyes wide open
Too much light might blind you
There is an alarm
Squeezing my brain
Red lights don’t let me sleep
I’m a slave of my freedom to doubt
And the chains are made of fear
I don’t want to live this way
I don’t want to feel this pain
I want to live, not just survive
So many distractions confuse me
Cause I know I can drug myself more

But I don’t know why
I keep this fight
I need to escape I want to disappear
I’m fed up
I am the fuel to ignite the world
Full of dissonance
Where men need to fit in
Wishing to find an excuse to feel happy
And accept the pleasant pain
Of our comfort zone
You are like a fucking drug
Wishing to make me comfortable
To turn off my head and dust my mind
To eradicate my thoughts
In a discrete way

No more!

Like a fucking fly!
I want to make you uncomfortable
To shake up your head, to dust off your mind
To eradicate your thoughts

Question
Concepts
Talk
Analysis
Purpose
Mission
Human Being
Why am I here?
Time
Space
Theories
Relativity
Here
Now
The place where everything happens

The veil has fallen

Fool!
You didn’t understand anything
Only accumulated information
Blinded in your haughtiness
As a stupid wise man

You have mistaken the way
You never found the silence
That was behind the wall
That was behind words

Blinded!
In your
Haughtiness
As a stupid
Wise man

The virus
The disease
Life and death

It is the same
In the end
But inverted

*Dry leaves know that it isn’t wrong to be
For a short time a new sprout in the ancestral tree*