Reflections

[Chorus]
No matter where you go, no matter who you know
It's gon' find you, it's gon' find you (No point in running)
No matter where you turn, no matter what you earn
It's gon' find you, it's gon' find you (No point in running y'all)

[Verse]
Ayy, which me I'ma be today
I don't know, 'cause at 17 I never really even thought that I'd see today
Will I be the me you know and love, or the one you don't and judge?
Overthinking shit must run in my DNA, which mean I'ma be today
The takin' another year-uh
Drinkin' to forget 'bout the shitty living' in fear of
I'm flattenin' the bottle instead of facin' the mirror
When my nigga Dex died that's really what madе it clearer
I ain't shit, or maybe I'm paranoid
Or maybе I sinned in my past life and I'm paying for it
Or maybe I'm holding you back from something much better for ya
Or maybe I found a chance to be safe and I settled for it
Which mean I'ma be
I been searching for answers since I was ye high
Swaying back and forth 'tween my consciousness and my chaos
Living like I know when I'm crossing over, I'm A.I.
Tryna stay ahead of my soul like De La
Tell me which me do you want?
Is it the oversensitive or the numb nigga?
Hiding from the pain like a dumb nigga
Ashamed of everything that he gained ever since he got in the game
'Cause everyone he wanna bring can't come with him
Which me do you need?
I don't even really know me, I'm scarred
Today the best of homies, but don't know me tomorrow
Listen, and if you rappin' this and text that other shit about you
I got a feeling, you don't even really know me at all