Last Words
Swhaty this might have to be my last words
God told me to wait but I’ll go first
Heaven gotta be great cause down here’s the worst
Why they had to do this to me I’m feeling cursed
Stuck inside my room I have to pop a perc
Tried to speak about it but it never work
Everything that I did only made it worse
Everything that they did only made it worse
12 Years old was the first time that I felt this hurt
12 Years old was the first time that I felt this pain
At 13 I knew I would never be the same
13 Tried to kill myself yeah that’s insane
14 I didn’t give a fuck bout my damn life
Took my heart outta my chest froze it to ice
15 Nothing was really what I seem yeah
They see me smile but inside they don’t know how I feel yeah
16 I wanted to go scream out loud
17 I took a chance yeah rolled the dice
18 Was a bad dream doing stupid things
Following other niggas so I could fit in
Now that I’m 20 I’m still feeling the same
Broke all of my paths ain’t that a shame
People cared for me but I never said thanks
Don't wanna lose my hope this my only chance
Swhaty this might have to be my last words
God told me to wait but I’ll go first
Heaven gotta be great cause down here’s the worst
Why they had to do this to me I’m feeling cursed
Stuck inside my room I have to pop a perc
Tried to speak about it but it never work
Everything that I did only made it worse
Everything that they did only made it worse
Wish that i could freeze time at a happy place
A time without no issues and I feel safe
A time without no tears and broken hearts
Didn't realize my pain could last this long
Can this pain please end cause i can not take this no more
My body is starting to fall yeah yeah
Looking for some love but I never get it
Never looking for hate but I always get it
At this point I hope you get the fucking message
Feeling all this hurt on a daily basis
But I don't wanna go cry no
God gave me this life so I appreciate it
I wanna find a way so I can leave this earth
But I wanna still stay here cause I love my mama
Cause i just wanna stay here cause I love my brother
And I wanna stay here cause I love my sister
Swhaty this might have to be my last words
God told me to wait but I’ll go first
Heaven gotta be great cause down here’s the worst
Why they had to do this to me I’m feeling cursed
Stuck inside my room I have to pop a perc
Tried to speak about it but it never work
Everything that I did only made it worse
Everything that they did only made it worse