White Jesus

Why when you fear no death
Why does it continue to rain?

It’s been a valiant effort to forget
The shame of your everyday pain

I often feel the best part of myself

Is an ability to see my worst

And I often feel that if I know myself, through the weight of my life

It’s a curse

Well living was always the hardest part for you

Why when you fear no death
Why does it continue to rain?

It’s been a valiant effort to forget
The shame of your everyday pain

I’m feeling the dips and the woes we continue to collect

Small pieces of myself, I tear down as I built up

Got me feeling low, Rip away reality as it unfolds

So WHY do I keep on running when I do not fear my worst

And why, as I watch the world shatter around me, do I beg for answers?

Why when you fear no death
Why does it continue to rain?

It’s been a valiant effort to forget
The shame of your everyday pain