Four Sticks

In your sleep you seem worried
You said lots of different stories
I will keep, I'll keep them safe
You'll be angry when you wake up
Cause I've been recording you all morning
I will laugh it's my little paradise

When I cried on our second date
Felt embarrassed, scared you would regret
But you smiled and said it's ok
I'm not worried about the future
I know exactly what kind of furniture
We will have in our own kitchen

Well I'm not leaving till you see
That I have changed the way we need
Don't make me fell down on my knees
You have to realize I'm here

With my father and the rest
We will deal when the time comes
I'm strong cause I know you are always close
My mom, my brother, my love
The triangle that stays unmoored
Though earthquakes will strike I'm sure

Well I'm not leaving till you see
That I have changed the way we need
Don't make me fell down on my knees
You have to realize I'm here

Well I'm not leaving till you see
That I have changed the way we need
Don't make me fell down on my knees
You have to realize I'm here

You've never been so kind
Yeah it's been ages
We seem to focus on the different pages
Remember when we met we both seemed worried
We wondered if we'd share the trojectory

To be honest I've never been so kind too
I'd go around the block and
Kiss some random dudes
I never thought you'd
Actually fucking measure
The number of guys that I have pleasured

Since the day you infiltrate my dreams
I never win so I'm not gonna win it
I think we were forsoken a long time ago
The only thing worth fighting
For is really gone

When everyone is sleeping I will go somewhere
To see if anyone would notice I was there
But really I don't care about to be fair
I guess I'm just a pretty messed up teenager

Cause I just wanted to be left alone and
I never wanted to be loved and trusted
Too scared of hurting others all around me
But now I'm left alone, and
That's ok yeah ok, yeah