teenage dream
I remember when i was 14
My uncle passed away
Covid really got him
Wish it got me too
(Wish it got me too)
I lost a few friends
But that's ok i've gotten
Through the pain
I've gotten through it ok
Wish i would've been better
But i seem to be getting
Worse every day (yeah)
Would've gotten stronger
But i seem to be getting weaker
And no one really
Understands me
No matter what i'm
Tryna say, yeah
No one really gets me
Just the way i do
Except for the music
And the rhythm (ah-ah)
Wish i could be someone
That I know i can't be
(Can't be)
Wish i could be something
That i know is too hard to become
(Too hard)
Is this my teenage dream
Is this my teenage fantasy
Is this my teenage dream
Is this my teenage fantasy
So is this really true
Is this really happening
I'm moving on now (now)
I'm on my own now
But i can't i can't
Get it out of my head
I'm trapped inside
I'm locked up in my mind
(Ah-Ah)
It's a fucked up life
It's a fucked up time
Thought i was living large
But seems to all be a lie
(To be a lie)
And yeah i may have
Said some shit to my
Family that i didn't mean
To say , but i did (hm)
So is this a teenage dream?
Wish i would've got my way
Back when i was a younger age
But i'm thankful that i didn't
(No)
Maybe i'll make it to 20
Without the fear of being lonely
Maybe i'll make it to 30
Have a husband and a few pets
(Hm,mmm)
Yeah and i wish
That my teenage years
Were a bit better (bit better)
Instead they were all shit
They all made me hit
(Made me hit)
I'm tryna find myself
I don't wanna lose myself
(Ah-Ah)
No matter how or when
I'm always losing it
And no matter how or where
I'm always overthinking things
Gotta get through the days
(Gotta get through them)
Gotta get through the week
(Gotta get through the week)
Without being afraid
Yeah
Is this my teenage dream
Is this my teenage fantasy
Is this my teenage dream
Is this my teenage fantasy
So is this really true
Is this really happening
I'm moving on now (now)
I'm on my own now
But i can't i can't
Get it out of my head
I'm trapped inside
I'm locked up in my mind
(Ah-Ah)
It's a fucked up life
It's a fucked up time
Thought i was living large
But seems to all be a lie
(To be a lie)
And yeah i may have
Said some shit to my
Family that i didn't mean
To say , but i did (hm)
So is this a teenage dream?
Yeah
I'm 18 now
And i don't even feel
The same anymore
I'm walking my ass out
That door (yeah that door)
Never gonna look back, no
Wishing i could be there
But i'm always here
Never gonna forget the memories
Never gonna forget the ones
Who really loved me (loved me)
I'm stuck laying in my bed
My hearts beating loud
I can't here the sound of my voice
(My own voice)
What happened to being
With me forever (ever)
Guess when you grow older
Things start changing
Just not the way they were
Supposed to (oh-oh)
Just not the way
That they were supposed
To no
So is this really true
Is this really happening
I'm moving on now (now)
I'm on my own now
But i can't i can't
Get it out of my head
I'm trapped inside
I'm locked up in my mind
(Ah-Ah)
It's a fucked up life
It's a fucked up time
Thought i was living large
But seems to all be a lie
(To be a lie)
And yeah i may have
Said some shit to my
Family that i didn't mean
To say , but i did (hm)
So is this a teenage dream?
(Ah-Ah)
(Ah-Ah)
(Ah-Ah)
(Ah-Ah)