i'm tired
Up late, up again
Crying in my bed
Thoughts racing through
My mind (hm,mmm)
Wishing i could leave it
All behind (hm,mmm)
Wishing i could
Let it all shine (shine)
What was i made for?
What was i thinking?
Maybe this isn't my path
Maybe this ain't my route
No energy (no energy)
No remedy (hm,mmm)
Watching everyone pass by
With a smile on their face
Maybe one day
They'll see (they'll see)
What i truly can be
(Truly can be)
And maybe one day
One day i'll be able
To get it out (yeah)
I'm tired of pretending
That everything's fine
Wearing a smile while
I'm breaking inside
Somedays i'll be ok
Somedays i'll be fine
But right now
Right now i'm not (i'm not)
I'm tired of pretending
That you aren't my friend
Where did the time go?
When did those days end?
(Yeah)
Pushing away everyone
That i love (hm,mmm)
Pushing away the people
That truly care (yeah)
What is wrong with me?
(Wrong with me)
What is my problem?
(My problem)
I know i've messed up
But that doesn't mean
That it was all my fault
(It's not my fault)
(Ah-Ah-Ah)
(Ah-Ah-Ah)
Should've token the chance
To say what i needed to say
But you got your way
Yeah i'm tired of pretending
That everything's fine
(Yeah)
I'm tired of pretending
That everythings ok
I think i'm losing it
Think i'm crushing it
(Yeah)
I've been around
Over and over
So many words
But i can't seem to
Get one out (one out)
I'm sorry i'm not
What you wanted
I'm sorry that i wasn't
What you needed but
I really had high hopes
For this (for this)
I really gave my all
For this (hm,hm)
I really gave my
Love away for this
(Ah-ah)
Now i'm sitting down
Tryna clear my mind
I'm tired of being here
Already (already)
I'm tired of this fake
Love that i had
I'm tired of the fake
Friendships that i'm in
Why is it always me?
Why is always this hard?
Why is always my fault?
Why can't i be with the stars?
(Be with the stars)
I'm tired of pretending
That everything's fine
Wearing a smile while
I'm breaking inside
Somedays i'll be ok
Somedays i'll be fine
But right now
Right now i'm not (i'm not)
I'm tired of pretending
That you aren't my friend
Where did the time go?
When did those days end?
(Yeah)
Pushing away everyone
That i love (hm,mmm)
Pushing away the people
That truly care (yeah)
What is wrong with me?
(Wrong with me)
What is my problem?
(My problem)
I know i've messed up
But that doesn't mean
That it was all my fault
(It's not my fault)
(Ah-Ah-Ah)
(Ah-Ah-Ah)
Should've token the chance
To say what i needed to say
But you got your way
Yeah i'm tired of pretending
That everything's fine
(Yeah)
I'm tired of pretending
That everythings ok