if you knew me

I'm running away
From where i'm from
(Yeah)
No i'll never be with
No one (no one)

And i went to war and back
Opened my heart
And then got it smashed
(Yeah)

No nobody gets me
Even if they say
That they do (they do)

No i don't think i'll
Ever trust no one
Because you knew
My most weakest spots
(Knew my weakest spots)

Took me for a joy ride
Just to believe that you
Were really my friend
Turns out i was just
Lying to myself to keep
You with me forever (hm)

But you,oh (but you,oh)
No you would never
See me again (again)
Yeah

So if you knew me
(Knew me)
You would've really
Understood me (hm)

If you knew me
(Knew me)
You would have
Stayed a bit (bit)

If you knew me
Then why do i have
Do my best to show
That i'm worth it
(Worth it)

Staying up past midnight
Tryna understand the meaning
Of a good time (good time)

Will i ever figure it out?
Will i ever get the chance
To show what i'm worth
I don't know the words
To describe how i feel

So if you knew me
(If you knew me)

I needed somebody
To save me (save me)
I needed somebody
To love me (love me)
But i guess that's too
Much to ask of (hm)

I just want my life back
I just want my happy self back
(Happy self back)
But it's so hard keeping
It all together

Keeping it all under the
Weather (hm)
Keeping it all under pressure
(Yeah)

It's so hard when you
Don't have no one (no one)
And it's kinda hard
When you gotta depend
On yourself (yeah)

For so long
I've felt like this
I gotta get my mind
Right around (right around)
I gotta get my heart
Wrapped up and kept
Safe from harm (yeah)

Ah-Ah

So if you knew me
(Knew me)
You would've really
Understood me (hm)

If you knew me
(Knew me)
You would have
Stayed a bit (bit)

If you knew me
Then why do i have
Do my best to show
That i'm worth it
(Worth it)

Staying up past midnight
Tryna understand the meaning
Of a good time (good time)

Will i ever figure it out?
Will i ever get the chance
To show what i'm worth
I don't know the words
To describe how i feel

So if you knew me
(If you knew me)

I'm a growing pain
But that doesn't mean
That my life is all in vain
I may be going a little
Bit insane (bit insane)

Don't mean to offend anyone
Don't mean to sound rude
To anyone
But i, i don't mean to be
This way but i watched it
All fall down (fall down yeah)

I watched it all cave in
I watched it all fall apart
But couldn't say anything
About it (about it)

So if you knew me
(Knew me)
You would've really
Understood me (hm)

If you knew me
(Knew me)
You would have
Stayed a bit (bit)

If you knew me
Then why do i have
Do my best to show
That i'm worth it
(Worth it)

Staying up past midnight
Tryna understand the meaning
Of a good time (good time)

Will i ever figure it out?
Will i ever get the chance
To show what i'm worth
I don't know the words
To describe how i feel

So if you knew me
(If you knew me)
So if you knew me
(Knew me)