Future Self

I write a happy song but 
it won't come out
Good thinking going wrong cuz
I'm breathing doubt 
My mind is sleeping when I'm 
busy at work
Stayed up too late on Reddit
I'm introvert 

I'm just doing the best that I can do
Oh I don't even know who I am
Fate ain't showing me things I need to see
Oh I don't even know who I am

As I'm running through the demons
I'm still looking for my future self
All these shadows trying to catch me
I'm surviving for my future self

I think I'll play some smash bros to pass the time 
Cuz spacing out is always good for mind
So many problems that I need to forget
Do some more therapy so I can reset

I'm just doing the best that I can do
Oh I don't even know who I am
Fate ain't showing me things I need to see
Oh I don't even know who I am

As I'm running through the demons
I'm still looking for my future self
All these shadows trying to catch me
I'm surviving for my future self

Ohhhh
For my future self
Ohhhh
For my future self

I'm just doing the best that I can do
Oh I don't even know who I am
Fate ain't showing me things I need to see
Oh I don't even know who I am

As I'm running through the demons
I'm still looking for my future self
All these shadows trying to catch me
I'm surviving for my future self

Ohhhh
For my future self
Ohhhh
For my future self