Disclaimer

My mind’s as dark as it gets
Rhymes in head as I’m pushing my fears
If only you knew all the threats
That are lurking around when I rap on these beats
If you try to get in my way
You better be asking for a picture or offer deal
And if you're just hating my work
You should be doing better or bow down and kneel
Yeah
Hate on me
All you ever do is just hate on me
Thinking you know 'bout me
But you ain’t got a single clue
Of the pain I’ve been dealing with
These songs you're hearing are more than just beats and rhymes
They are healing me
Or hurting me more
Whatever man
I’m just doing this shit like I’m feeling it
I guess you can call it my therapist
At least I’m the fuel
That’ll feed all the hate
You have towards me
When you're hearing me
For once in my life
I feel like putting my time
In something that’ll help me get better see?
Rhymes in my mind as I’m stressing
I need money but I ain’t a ho for your blessings
Nor do I need recognition
If you lived a glimpse of my life
I doubt you’d still be here second guessing
Beat drops
Like ur heartbeat’s rate
When you hear your name on my album
Damn
Beat drops
Nah I ain’t the typical rapper
That’ll get hyped up over that
Imma break that feeling that you have
Every time you play your favourite rapper
Imma wrap his shit up
Throw it down the trash
Where your mouths belong
And those meaningless brains that you have
Dariush why you being so annoying?
Thinking out loud
And you find that annoying?
Man this shit boring
I finished an album in days
Whatcha doing?
You
Hate me
Still all you do is hate me
I guess I can’t change
The picture you’ve made of me
What is it you want from me?
Or is it jealousy?
At least I’m the fuel
That’ll feed all the hate
You have towards me
When you're hearing me
For once in my life
I feel like putting my time
In something that’ll help me get better see?
Rhymes in my mind as I’m stressing
I need money but I ain’t a ho for your blessings
Nor do I need recognition
If you lived a glimpse of my life
I doubt you’d still be here second guessing
I have no idea if this shit is relentless
I have no clue if you liking or hate this
I never distinguished a worker and a president
You should be talking for you
'Cuz I don’t deal with people
Who talk and have thousands of precedents
That’s just the shit I don’t mess with and
I suggest that you don’t mess with me
I might get messy
If some strings are pulled
God protect you from what’s coming for you
Silence in mind
As I’m hearing these piano tails
I get outta bed
It’s one in the morning
I go the mirror and I can tell
Something is wrong
Hand is shaking
Noise intensify up in my head
I load up the gun
Shoot at the mirror
Man I think that I just shot myself