cantwin

Regardless of the pain I lived in the past or in the present
Regardless of the cries, the sleepless nights and the burdens
I count and am grateful for every single blessing
And every day is a lesson reminding me nothing's for granted
Nothing is what I wanted
But what happened and how it happened
Contributed to my growth
And I wouldn't change it for a second
Yes I have my shames
Countless regrets
Frightening pains
I got tags on my name
Everybody's trynna pin me
Fit me in a box
Truth is they hate the way
They can't close me with a lock
And you still say it's luck?
I say it's hard work
Nights full of anxieties
And long hours
Couple prayers from my grandma
Couple liquors for the trauma
Couple haters causing drama
Couple hotties in my insta
Many liars, many "wanna"
Not enough "now I'm gonna"
One day I'll buy a couple diamonds for my mama
Many backstabs
Many laughters
Many brain dead rappers
Not spreading truth and peace but calling "bangers"
Ignoring or hiding from what truly matters
My only happiness is to see my people happy
My only pride is to make my family wealthy
My only goal is to help my country steady
And my only fear is not being heard while I'm still standing
I can't win
I can't win
No I can't
No I can't
No I can't win
I can't win
I can't win
I can't win
Seeing everybody going on with their lives
I feel like I'm on a treadmill
Running on place yet too fast
They say they gassed when they hear my songs
But never share any single song
Always G-testing me
Diss-tracking me
Mishearing me
Still they hating me
Anyone listening to this song I'm grateful
Glad you listened till here without skipping to the next song
And if in your head you don't like this
Say you don't know, don't care, or your opinion's biased
I'm not asking you to listen every second
I'm just trynna help you get the motherfucking message
You gotta keep yourself up
You cannot let your guard down
When the sun won't shine
And the stars won't show
You gotta carry your crown
You gotta keep yourself up
You cannot let your guard down
When the sun won't shine
And the stars won't show
You gotta carry your crown
I can't win
I can't win
No I can't
No I can't
No I can't win
I can't win
I can't win
I can't win