Far Enough Is Too Close

So its come to me considering reusing stupid lyrics from my old songs
If all I'm gunna do is feel old feelings
And I'm tired I'm even sick of it
Pathetic by the looks of it, I promise I don't do this all day long
But when it hurts so good I forget it all and melt

Oh, I gotta leave I gotta go away
Oh, when I leave I'm going far away
Cause far enough is too close
But this close is too far for me

Often I can't tell if what I feel is real or if it's something about you again, goddamn
Even though we found new faces to dream about when the night falls
I can't help it when a memory of lock
And key drips down my lips and tastes of all the love we left behind
I'm just wondering if you ever taste it too
And what it tastes like to you

Oh, I gotta leave I gotta go away
I gotta go, I gotta leave, I gotta pack up and move my things
Cause far enough is too close
But this close is too far for me

Can't be satisfied
Refuse to make up my mind
So to save us the trouble I think I'm just gunna leave
And go away