Pick it up

Did you find your solace in my pain
Did you lose something you needed to gain
Was it too much when I asked you to grow with me
I found my light in days spent wasted
Holding onto your words, you faked them
I waited hours crying at the phone
What the hell did I do
Why was I not good enough for you
Pick it up and call me
When you feel you're ready
Saving it for somebody
Special enough
(Not me, not me)
It was never enough for me
Expected more than ordinary
Gave you the time you needed
You couldn't reciprocate it
Guess you never held onto those drunken nights
We were smiling at the ceiling lights
And you promised to never let me go
See I remember those nights
What they meant to me
Now I'm drunk alone driving myself crazy
God all you care about is your damn self
(Your damn self)
Pick it up and call me
When you feel you're ready
Saving it for somebody
Special enough
(Not me, not me)
It was never enough for me
Expected more than ordinary
Gave you the time you needed
You couldn't reciprocate it
What the hell did I do
Why was I not good enough for you
(Woah, oh)
There were no words or no reasons
There were no lines misread
There were no voices screaming no, no, no in my head
I just kept running faster, through the trees
Waiting for you to find me, tell me it was all a bad dream
Baby, I'm running fast
Tryna get out now before this feeling lasts
I'm fighting every urge to stay
Then you made the choice
You threw me away
Baby, I'm running fast
Tryna find the place that we once had
Searching every last word for what you said
Pick it up and call me
When you feel you're ready
Saving it for somebody
Special enough
(Not me, not me)
It was never enough for me
Expected more than ordinary
Gave you the time you needed
You couldn't reciprocate it
(Woah, oh)