Freestyle 14

Bottle my emotions just to battle off my fears
I could either make it or be homeless in a year
See, reality is difficult
Money got you pigeonholed
You either born rich or settle for a weak career
See for me that's not an option
I need to get this off my conscious
I'm here to son the game through and adoption
And y'all be moving toxic
Don't deserve what you inherited
It's kinda scary how you niggas profit
Hope I get some money to get all I ever wanted
Will it make me happy? If it don't then I still want it
If I gotta chance to get a milli then I'm on it
Depression handled easier with food up in your stomach
I made this beat in twenty minutes
I done told you twenty times
You not in my division
And we aim for different finish lines
I overflow ambition
I'm like Caesar right before the Ides
So if I disappear you know exactly how a nigga died
I said I practice what I preach
And I been preaching passion
Hope my prayers can come together
Kill my baddest habits
That's why I try to stick to weed
My family got some addicts
I get emotional and cry just like my momma daddy
That's the realest nigga I know
He taught me masculinity is really fickle to most
And what it take to be a man is unrelated to hoes
Fuck
There I go again
Meant to say women
But hoes fit with the flow and I'm guilty
I don't care if you feel me
This pen a weapon I'm wielding
And every wound that wound up on that paper help me with healing
Heal the wounds of my mind
Heal the cuts on my flesh
I remember days when I thought I was better off dead
Nowadays when I wake up I take it as blessing
Lost some niggas to the streets and lost some to depression
So please god save us
I need one favor
Save a spot for all my niggas early up to heaven