Forgiveness

I had a dream I was using again
My sheets were soaked
I felt so close to giving in
Then I thought of my son and I came undone
I was ashamed of all the pain
That I caused everyone
There are times I wonder why
With all the things I've done
That I'm still alive
I thank God I made it through
The one thing I know that's true

Is there is forgiveness on the horizon
There is redemption like a
Wave that's rising i can feel it
I can feel it

Looking back all of my life
My mistakes led to heartbreak
Never followed advice
When my mother died I was torn up inside
I numbed the pain again and again
Tears frozen in my eyes
When I heard I collapsed back into myself
Will I learn pain's part of life it'self?
I will stumble and fall
But I will rise to my
Feet and I'll stand tall

'Cause forgiveness
(Oh, forgiveness) on the horizon
There is redemption
(Oh, redemption) like a wave that's rising
I can feel it (Can you feel it? Oh)
I can feel it (Can you feel it?)

When in doubt, I reach out for a higher part
See the stars perform a meteor shower
When will I learn to love myself?
When will I finally figure out?
(When will I finally figure out?)

There is forgiveness
(There is forgiveness) on the horizon (Oh)
There is redemption like a
Wave that's rising (I can feel it rising)
There is forgiveness, there is compassion
(Oh, compassion)
There is redemption, just imagine
You can feel it (Oh)
You can feel it (Oh, I can feel it)
I can feel it