​ok

I just can't pretend that I'm okay
Never gonna feel that like I used to today
Knowing that it is okay to not be okay
Am I too late?
When your mind wants to be happy but your heart is too sad
When you're trying so hard but you can't get a free pass
Can't skip to the good days
Always having to go through the bad days to get to the good days
Where are they when I need them?
Where's all my friends?
You say you're my friend, then leave me at a dead end
And I wish I was dead
And that's just not pretend
They think I'm joking but I've never been morе serious
Help my soul as it falls in my weak arms
I can't carry this wеight on me anymore
Try your best to be there when I'm not
I've totally given up
I can't pretend that I'm okay
Never gonna feel that like I used to today
Knowing that it is okay to not be okay
Am I too late?
You just wouldn't understand until you wore my shoes
Put yourself in my position
What would you do?
Full of hopelessness
And tears in my eyes
I really don't wanna cry
But I'm gonna
I can't pretend that I'm okay
Never gonna feel that like I used to today
Knowing that it is okay to not be okay
Am I too late?