Telling Lies

I'm so used to telling lies that I don't know
If what I'm saying is the truth or it's not
Psychologists keep asking what's the problem
Everyone of my answers is different
I know that something really hurts me
But my mind can't really find the culprit
The house in which I live is no more home
When I run away the sirens start to follow
They calm me down with two pills and oral drops
Every meaning is fading, I've never felt so low
Can't understand if it's a void or it's a box
Can't see all my goals hidden in the dark
I'm losing will, the hope and sanity
All the people around me seem to have vanished
But I can still hear their voices around me
They keep tellin'
Don't worry about time
Don't worry about time
Don't worry about time
Don't worry about time
Don't worry about time
Don't worry about time
Don't worry about time
Don't worry about time
I used to lie to everyone even if I didn't need to
I hope that everyone will take my excuse
I think I'm lying to myself too sometimes
What I see is no more the real world
I feel like my eyes have been sewed by
Every man in every way I chose to start
They always say that I'm too young for that way
But I touched the time, it's so fast it hurt my hands
Sometimes I wish to sleep forever inside my world, my peaceful dreams
Sometimes I wish to take amphetamines and never sleep and doin' so much more things
I'm too sleepy to be able to do things
I'm too shocked to be able to sleep
Finally I ended my climbing from hell
But this place not for long will be safe
I don't know where I'll fall with the next step
But I can lie to myself sayin' it will be the best
And don't worry about time
Don't worry about time
Don't worry about time
Don't worry about time
Don't worry about time
Don't worry about time
Don't worry about time
Don't worry about time
Don't worry about time
Don't worry about time
Don't worry about time
Don't worry about time