Obsessive

[Intro]
(Samhu on the beat)
Been obsessive, yeah
Ahem!

[Chorus]
Lately, I've been thinkin' about my life
And I admit, I've been obsessive
It's been years since we last talked
And I swear to God, I've learned my lesson
I'll say it out loud, I've done a lot of bad shit
In my life, and I regret it
But I'm just hopin' you forgive me
Just hopin' you get the message, yeah

[Verse 1]
People call me annoying, call me cringe
Call me an asshole
Give me onе more try, won't let my change go
Tryna grow, don't wanna hit a platеau
Can't even get in contact with my dad, bro
(But fuck him, so it ain't really sad, though)
Sometimes, I just feel like runnin' away
And never ever comin' back home
I wanna say so much more, but it's complicated
Can't let this shit out, no constipation
I just wanna live my life on top
Nah, don't wanna be underrated, no, oh

[Bridge]
No matter how much you say we're done
I still love you, no matter what
Been slowly runnin' out of luck
All I need from you is your trust
All the other things, couldn't give a fuck
'Cause even when I think I've forgotten about you
I still have the feeling of lust (Samhu on the beat)

[Chorus]
'Cause lately, I've been thinkin' about my life
And I admit, I've been obsessive
It's been years since we last talked
And I swear to God, I've learned my lesson
I'll say it out loud, I've done a lot of bad shit
In my life, and I regret it
But I'm just hopin' you forgive me
Just hopin' you get the message, yeah

[Verse 2]
Music to my ears, you my melody
Late nights feelin' sick, you my remedy
I remember every moment, every memory
Sippin' on you, fuck sippin' on Hennessey
Heard you livin' in the hills, out in Beverly
Yeah, this could've been forever, been a legacy
But you tryna fight, claimin' that we enemies
We've been thinkin' 'bout the jealousy, forgettin' all the chemistry
I remember you, but you don't remember me
When I lost you, I lost a part of my identity
Girl, you my oxygen, you a necessity
Bars on my mind, like I'm convicted for a felony, yeah

[Bridge]
No matter how much you say we're done
I still love you, no matter what
Been slowly runnin' out of luck
All I need from you is your trust
All the other things, couldn't give a fuck
'Cause even when I think I've forgotten about you
I still have the feeling of lust (Samhu on the beat)

[Chorus]
'Cause lately, I've been thinkin' about my life
And I admit, I've been obsessive
It's been years since we last talked
And I swear to God, I've learned my lesson
I'll say it out loud, I've done a lot of bad shit
In my life, and I regret it
But I'm just hopin' you forgive me
Just hopin' you get the message, yeah