Self Medication

Let me tell you something that I noticed high key
Too many people try to keep me under low key
They don't want me getting the money that I need
Their new life's filled with nothing but old greed
There angry as hell, so they take it out on me
Cause while I'm on the grind, they live in misery
They cant stand to be behind, so they want me to bleed
Doing everything they can to watch me get a defeat
As they do all that, I'ma try and help them out
Show em' that life can be great no doubt
And you don't have to live on the minimum amount
I'ma show em new ways through a series of sounds
So when you listening close, make sure you're listening right
And when you tryna come close, make sure feeling alright
Cause I ain't messing with no bad vibes homie goodnight
I'm tryna spark a new light with every word that I write
I want you know that you could be anything
Don't think for a second cause you lost you cant win
But times limited so make sure you do the thing
That gets you to the place where all you could do is grin
For me its to connect with the people in the crowd
Give em' a lyric to let them know that they allowed
To live their whole life to the fullest and be proud
Other than that I guess a couple whips loud
Cherry red lambo with the windows all down
Parked in the driveway of the house out of town
Whole team with me and I know they all down
To put in the work yeah whatever the amount
Cause we all living happy and its easy to see
There's never any beef so its easy to breath
We got each others back so were feeling at ease
Keeping it straight up like 90 degree
Never need to worry bout' the money again
All the family problems finally come to an end
The happiness lingering no longer pretend
Waking up and grinding gotta keep it on ten
Doing this all because I only got one
And I'm blessed to have a chance living under the sun
So I grind through the night, nah they ain't all fun
I used to doubt myself way before I begun
But there ain't no way around it I'ma get it all for real
I'ma bring the team along, yeah they all know the deal
The ones that are with me way before I get a deal
Ones that keep me on track if I get in my feels
I cant believe the people who give up and don't try
The same ones annoyed when you ask them why
I'm ready for whatever comes along on this ride
Cause I'ma do this shit, till the day I die