uglier,

I'm crumbling to pieces
The sunlight really beaming
Open scars started leaking
Mai sakurajima
Me and you a perfect teaming
But I push you away
Back to routine of my happiness leaving
As I escape
From the grasp of reality
When I'm tucked away
In my proper corner
I slowly decay
Ugly motherfucker
I belong in a cage
I'm the static in your ear
When you're pressing on play
The vinyl crackling in an empty space
I lack self control self respect
So watch my self mutilation fucking escalate
This ain't no fucking personality trait
I really feel this way when it's just me in that bed
Wishing I could change my life for yours, your name
Really the ugliness that lays within my head
All the dread I carry on these shoulders
Definition of a burden
Just wait til I take my chance and my curtains closing
Ain't no greatest hits just a soul with no purpose
Drifting in the wind followed by a swarm of locust
Carry me to my grave where they hoard the worthless
Let the maggots pick their portions
Pick me apart til I'm the perfect portrait
The words of a suffering poet

Stuck in his ways
Tar pit grip my legs
I'm covered in chains
Pray to god or maybe beg