the person i thought i'd call home

Now my hair is getting tangled, feel this pressure on my throat
Decomposed to bring my stress down, but I swear I'm gonna choke
I feel so selfish
I can't feel a thing from the neck down
And I can't help it
Cause I'm the only one that truly cares for me
I don't wanna let go
But I'm one leg down
Holding on to hope
My saving grace in disguise
The person I thought I'd call home
Put myself on blast for you
Now you won't pick up my calls
It's not much that I'm asking you
You won't speak to me at all
My body's going numb and I don't know what else to do
Please just clean up all the remnants off the bottom of your shoe
I feel so selfish
I can't feel a thing from the neck down
And I can't help it
Cause I'm the only one that truly cares for me
I don't wanna let go
But I'm one leg down
Holding on to hope
My saving grace in disguise
The person I thought I'd call home