Losses To Blessings

I don't know where I'm goin'
I don't where I'm goin' (but)
But I know where I've been, I've been
I know where I've been, I've been (look)
I don't know where I'm goin'

They gave my nigga Cutter seven, I'm sick (free my nigga)
They caught us leavin' Shay's funeral fresh as a bitch (uh-huh)
He told me, "Bro, I promise you, I ain't stressin', don't trip
Just keep applyin' pressure, show 'em you a legend, that's it" (you know what we talkin' 'bout, bro)
That's why I never leave the house without sket on my hip (uh-huh)
Rather get caught with it than without it, get left, and get clipped (talk to 'em)
In life you gotta appreciate every lesson you get
Thankin' God every day for every blessin' I get (get on my knees and I pray)
Look, this the lord's grace, I used to off base (uh-huh)
You a bitch, get in your place, I spit in your face
My youngin keep his blicky on waist, he skippin' court dates (hahaha)
The nigga robbed the plug, kicked his door and took four plates (give me this shit, nigga)
Mentally, I've been in a dark place
But still poppin' out fresh as a bitch, my Louis sharks laced (talk to 'em)
Been through so many ups and downs and fuckin' heartbreaks
Man, I done lost Shay, I'm feelin' lost lately (shit is fucked up)
What the fuck?

It's like I don't know what I'm doin'
It's like I don't know where I'm goin', shit
(I don't know where I'm goin')
Lately, I've been feelin' so lost
I took a loss, how I navigate through it all when
(I don't know where I'm goin')
I've just been feelin' so confused
I don't know how to move
(But I know where I've been, I've been)
(I know where I've been, I've been) look
(I don't know where I'm goin')

Chainsmokin', I'm gettin' high as a bitch, nigga (smokin')
I almost died in this bitch, nigga (I almost died, nigga)
When chinegun died, I was sick, nigga (broke my heart)
When chinegun died, I was look (fuck)

I ain't even really gotta explain it (nah)
That's why we so violent and dangerous and ride with the stainless (boom, boom, boom, boom, boom, boom)
I got shot a few times, but I'm a survivor, I made it
So many of my niggas I grew up with that died and ain't make it (rest in peace, my niggas)
So when they tell me I ain't top five I get angered
I get no respect like Rodney Danger', my albums amazin' (hahaha)
All the gangstas give salutations, they tell me that they proud, it's amazin' (what up, nigga?)
Free all the real niggas, let 'em out of them cages (free 'em all)
Every verse is a cruiser missile (uh-huh)
It ain't nothin' 'bout me superficial (no cap)
You violate, I send my goon to get you (boom, boom, boom, boom, boom)
Don't be stupid, I got issues, nigga
Machine

It's like I don't know what I'm doin'
It's like I don't know where I'm goin', shit
Lately I've been feelin' so lost
I took a loss, how I navigate through it all when
(Sometimes I just gotta light one up and smoke one, man)
I've just been feelin' so confused (shit been wild, man)
I don't know how to move
(Lost my nigga Shay, my nigga cutter got that seven, shit fuckin' me up)