october

Late night drives while you're talking to me
'Bout all the guys that you like
You wanna go out to all those parties
I just wanna be home on time
We were kissing on the back seat
Loved the way you're staring at me
You told me that I'll be fine
I'm always tryin' to get it sober
We couldn't make it past October
Yeah we're losing our precious time
Yeah you told me it's easy to break my heart
But I don't want us to break apart
I hate you, you hate me
We're just not meant to be
Yeah, ah
I will always think that you used to be enough
Tried to talk to you but you're always getting drunk
We're doing play pretend, I'm not ready to lose you
Now it ends and your searching excuses
I'll admit that you were a waste of time
Ah
The summer ends, I'm ready for something useful
Trying to make up with what we've been through
I just hope that I'm finding someone new
Yeah you told me it's easy to break my heart
But I don't want us to break apart
I hate you, you hate me
We're just not meant to be
Yeah, ah
Way too far from beginnings just to come back to you
And I saw you go shotgun with a guy I don't know
Is this something I'm missing?
Is this what I wanna do?
You hate me, you hate me, you hate me,
But I hate missing you