Maybe Today Solves Uncertainty Forever

The future is uncertain
And I don't know how much time is left
Maybe I'll get a lobotomy
And see what comes next
Today's been a long day
Forever waiting til now
This newly face of 23
What shall I ever be?
Maybe I'll have a heart attack
And never fear death again
Today's been a long day
Forever waiting til now
And has it solved anything?
Not one bit