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[Verse 1]
I watch you tear me open
And you say it doesn't have to be this way
And I know that I must be leaving
You say it doesn't have to be this way
I'm leaving, same reasons, I'm leaving

[Refrain]
And I don't know, I don't know what's gonna happen
I don't know, I don't know what's gonna happen

[Verse 2]
Sometimes the train sounds like the ocean
When I'm asleep and leaving town
I close my eyes and notice all the worst things

[Verse 3]
Sometimes your steps sound like a freight train
When I am lost and on the tracks
I close my eyes and realize we're further away

[Verse 4]
And now a few times a year
I can't fall asleep without a pill down my throat
It takes some weight off of my feet

[Refrain]
And I don't know, I don't know what's gonna happen
I don't know, I don't know what's gonna happen

[Bridge]
When I was eighteen, I swore I'd never
But ten years has a way of teaching
Now, I'm learning that if I want to sleep
There's some things I can't keep to myself
And if I want to leave, there's some things I can't keep

[Refrain]
And I don't know, I don't know what's gonna happen
I don't know, I don't know what's gonna happen
And I don't know, I don't know what's gonna happen
I don't know, I don't know what's gonna happen
And I don't know, I don't know what's gonna happen
I don't know, I don't know what's gonna happen
And I don't know, I don't know what's gonna happen
I don't know, I don't know what's gonna happen

[Bridge]
When I was eighteen, I swore I'd never
Take any pills to keep it together
And I told my father that I'd be stronger
That I'd find a way to do this no longer
Now, I'm twenty-eight, ten years to the day
That I left for college to find a new calling
Now I'm in my bedroom apartment in Brooklyn
And I'm in full panic and I think I've had it
And I think you've had it

[Outro]
And we're further away
We're further away
We're further away
We're further away