Consequences!

Wake up and my vision's clouded i can't even think straight
Look up demons all surrounding me i'm going insane
Lately I've been thinking bout the past my heart slows down
Girl I hate it when you come around
Are we real?
Is this really where we're living?
Is there really consequences for all of my decisions?
Baby if I think about you right now
I'm falling apart
My therapist told me to let go but I've been holding on
To what we had
Cus everything was perfect before it went bad
Used to wake up with a smile and good thoughts in my head
But now lately I've been thinking that I'm better of dead
Zoning out I'm thinking bout the things that you said
Now every morning I can't even get out my bed
Tears roll down my face
No one to wipe them away
Can't sleep I'm feeling my heart race
As I wonder why you didn't stay with me
Yeah I'm tired of feeling like this every day
Wanna run away
Baby can you hear me calling for your name
A-Are we real?
Is this really where we're living?
Is there really consequences for all of my decisions?
Baby if I think about you ri-right now
I'm falling apart
My therapist told me to let go but I've been holding on
To what we had
Cus everything was perfect before it went bad
Used to wake up with a smile and good thoughts in my head
B-But now lately I've been thinking that I'm better of dead
Zoning out I'm thinking bout the things that you said
Now every morning I can't even get out my bed
Yeah
Yeahhhh ahhh