RCM (Rain Cloud Mentality)

Who am I
Who am I
Hello hi
Chris Trevigne
Had a full name
Like a first name
Since the 5th grade
Like real early
Born and raised
In a good place
Sign reads Peaceful valley
Rains 12 times a year
So when it rains
It rains like hell, see
Look I have a real good family
Fuck with immediate or extended
And you'll immediately regret it
I took this shit for granted
In my early teens
And honestly, I do not understand it
If I had this shit so perfect, why do I feel so damaged

Like school was easy, & girls were quick
I could jump real high, I stole my moms eyes
Look like my dad, who looks just like his dad
Look I charmed my way through undergrad
When I write the stats, and see em stacked, I feel bad that I ever feel bad
Breathe in, count my blessings
Realize what's real and what isn't

Like rain cloud mentalities
The more you think, the more you think inaccurately
I don't wanna be this way forever &
It's getting better all the time, but sometimes
I just breakdown and cry, like

Never compare, but don't lose sight
Perspective hard to see at night
It's dark in my mind, tho I smile real wide
Cus now pictures on the gram paint out our lives
Confuse her likes for like she likes me
Feel like that's some shit we all do daily
Feel like steve robbed us of our livelihood
And we emptied out our pockets like it's all good

Would you like cheese with your wine
I do not want to be a server for the rest of my life
I don't wanna be this way forever
Always had dreams of moving to SoCal
Like Hov, beach is better