February 15, 2020 London, UK (Demo)

Sworn to secrecy
Knew it wouldn't happen for me
I fend off other people
Who try to get in, who try to see

Learned from my mistakes
Or at least I think I have
Underestimated
Los Angeles
Underestimated
What I'd see in you

I'm drunk again
I should be embarrassed
But you embrace it
Don't make me feel nervous
I wanted to be
Close to you

Let you in
I should be so helpless
But you changed me
Romantic again
I've been jaded
Learned to think with consequences

Guess I was waiting on you
I've been waiting my whole life
Been waiting my whole life
But I guess I didn't know what was in front of me
Didn't know what I couldn't see
I just wish I could have it for me
Just wish I could have it for me
I just wish I could have it for me
Just wish that I could
Just wish that I could