Finding Myself

Been going through so much
Just can’t express it
I don’t want my friends to know what I’m feeling
Put on a fake smile everyday
Just say I’m feeling fine when I’m not

I’m not scared to say what I want to say
Because this is how I feel about certain things
I feel like y’all trying to shun me all today
I just wanna let go, let go

I’m out here just praying
Hoping for a big blessing
I hate these feelings
I just want to find myself
I got too much going on
I just want to let go
I’m in need of fixing
I’m out here finding myself

Trying to act right, they say it’s not hard, but it’s hard for me
What the hell is acting right, anyway
I’m so tired of getting shit thrown at me from every way

They say unnecessary words, tried to bring me down
Who the hell do you think you are
You will never take my crown
I am iconic, I make you laugh, and if I’m doing something right, then I can make you mad

I’m out here just praying
Hoping for a big blessing
I hate these feelings
I just want to find myself
I got too much going on
I just want to let go
I’m in need of fixing
I’m out here finding myself

Trying to find myself
Trying to find myself
Out here finding myself
Out here finding myself
Trying to find myself
Trying to find myself
Out here finding myself
Out here finding myself

My friends tell me I can talk to them
But I don’t wanna complain to them
I act out, because I need help
I say I do it because I’m trying to be positive
I don’t know
I just need to block the negative in every way, oh, oh

I’m out here just praying
Hoping for a big blessing
I hate these feelings
I just want to find myself
I got too much going on
I just want to let go
I’m in need of fixing
I’m out here finding myself

In every way
In every way
In every way