It hurts so fucking much

Please don't lie to my face
"Time heals everything" but here I am, still a mess
Don't know what I'm doing
Will I ever get some rest?
It's so painful, I'm so useless

I I I iiiiii I feel like I will diiiiiiiieee
I swear that's not a liiieeeeeeee
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my mind

But IIIIIIIII I'm shaking inside
"But it's ok, I'm fine"
It's overwhelming, It tears me apart

It hurts so fucking much
It hurts so fucking much
It hurts so fucking much
It hurts so fucking much

Even if our time was the best
I knew I could not have you
But I still had hope, I guess
Everything you said to me
Is stuck in my head and I can't
Can't handle it, and I must confess

I was living the sweetest lie
Now there are tears I can't dry
I love you too much, you're stuck in my mind and

It hurts so fucking much
It hurts so fucking much
It hurts so fucking much
It hurts so fucking much