Back and Forth

She was in love with my presence
But I fell in love in her absence
If I could go back to that first impression
It be a new outcome a whole different caption
Lot I ain't know got a whole lot of questions
Dying to know but I won't even ask em
Spent me some time that's a whole lot of seconds
I'm looking back at my life like what happened
I can't stop thinking like
Everything come to an end
I cant stop thinking bout
All of the money I spent
And I cant forget bout the words that you said
I'm thinking like
How I lost a few friends
Not to mention the time in the pen
Tryna forget all these thoughts in my head
Sometimes I forget how blessed I really am
Put my all into you and I lost myself
Calling for you
You don't pick up your cell
I picked up myself when I fell
Still sitting here hoping that you doing well
I was hoping there might be a chance
Well it's all hope lost I need me an advance
I've been smoking alone
I've been blowing through grams
I don't pick up my phone
I dont make any plans
(I don't)
I don't pick up my phone I don't make no plans
(I won't)
I won't get attached any more I need the bands
Why you tryna do the back and forth thing
Last word go and say a few more things
Left me out in the rain while it's storming
Late night thoughts I'm just waiting for the morning
Got mistakes tryna own up to
If you call me up I'ma roll right through
Do whatever it is that you like to do
It's a lot of things he doesn't know about you
If you want me to be there
Then call me I'll be there
That's if you want me to
Funny
She always said I never cared
But I care about you more than me
And maybe that's where I went wrong I see
We going back and forth
Going back and forth
Going back and forth
Blame it all on me
She was in love with my presence
But I fell in love in her absence
If I could go back to that first impression
It be a new outcome a whole different caption
Lot I ain't know got a whole lot of questions
Dying to know but I won't even ask em
Spent me some time that's a whole lot of seconds
I'm looking back at my life like what happened
I can't stop thinking like
Everything come to an end
(I cant stop thinking bout)
I cant stop thinking bout
All of the money I spent
I can't stop thinking bout how I'ma get it
(I'm thinking like)
I'm thinking like how I'ma get her
I'm thinking like where all the time went
Now I'm just thinking like how to forget her
I'm thinking like
Why'd you leave me with so much to remember