UNHEALTHY OBSESSION

What's left of me without you is just Skin and bones
A husk a shell someone without a Home
Codependency sprouted from the Roots of manipulation
I left all my jewels and diamonds in the Open, free for the taking
My spirit aching
My body shaking
My head is vacant
My growth is latent
I got an obsession
I make my confession
I'm way beyond helping
I can't reject this sin
My spirit aching
My body shaking
My head is vacant
My growth is latent
I got an obsession
I make my confession
I'm way beyond helping
I can't reject this sin
All for nothing I was wasting my time
All for nothing it was lust on your Mind
Should've seen it coming I was Noticing the signs
Knew it and I felt when the stars aint Align
So why do I feel empty when you are Away
Hating you so much but I be wanting You to stay
One of those days you would take me To your place
But it didn't have to mean that I would See below the waist
If it was a game to you how would I Even know
You don't understand the lengths that I Would go
To have a conversation with you but You acting childish
But anytime I say something you say I'm always wilding
Something so small could leave a never Ending tension
But if I say no then I would lose your Friendship
Why do I end up in this kinda Situation
I don't consider this any kind of Flirtatious
You weren't someone I could trust I Know
You gave me everything but love I Know
I responded well to being shrugged I Know
Picked the roses fore they even bud I Know
Idea of you was so appealing to me
That I didn't even double check to see
How your switchups could've been Affecting me
Now I'm hooked like druggies on some Ecstasy
Can you let me be
Can you let me be
Can you let me be
Can you let me be