Too Broken To Mend

I often wonder if died
Before i got to say bye
Would it matter to you
Or would it even be news
I wish that all the memories we made
And all the time spent on them
We could undo
And start brand new
But the truth is
Im too broken to mend
My hearts locked with a padlock
And the keys broke off
inside your door
I cant use it anymore
My souls crushed
And my dreams just
Dont mean what they did once before
So just ignore
All the drunk texts
The new ex
Or whoevers next that
I post online
It feels good at the time
I always say im fine but im lying
Cz the truth is
I'm too broken to mend
I often wonder if my past was different
Would we last or would it
End anyway
Would it be the same
If I didnt lose my sister
Could i love ya without running from us
Cz of that pain
Its all the same
See the truth is
Im too broken to mend
My hearts locked with a padlock
And the keys broke off
inside your door
I cant use it anymore
My souls crushed
And my dreams just
Dont mean what they did once before
So just ignore
All the drunk texts
The new ex
Or whoevers next that
I post online
It feels good at the time
I always say im fine but im lying
Cz the truth is
I'm too broken to mend
Youve blamed me
Ive blamed you
But through everything
That weve been through
I never knew what you meant to me
Or how much that i stood to lose
Till losing you was the
Only option that I had to choose
So as i picked up the mic
To tell you I love you
This song came out
N i realized
Im too broken to mend
My hearts locked with a padlock
And the keys broke off
inside your door
I cant use it anymore
My souls crushed
And my dreams just
Dont mean what they did once before
So just ignore
All the drunk texts
The new ex
Or whoevers next that
I post online
It feels good at the time
I always say im fine but im lying
Cz the truth is
I'm too broken to mend