INTRINSIC AWARENESS

We trapping ourselves with a mind made weapon
Leaves us in question, thoughts they digesting
It's gon' be the one that's gon' take me to heaven
Self centered tension, losing attention
I'm left with no answers, man fuck yo suggestions
Fuck all these questions, find my connections
A cold hearted nigga, man fuck yo affections
That hatred project, we somewhat connected?
You don't see the hurt that you had been afflicting
Hopes not convincing
Been reminiscing
Whenever we'd argue, we were contradicting
Cesar for right now please no more committing
Go write up new music, you know you submitting
After this year, straight up life don't be hitting
It's leaving us smitten
It's leaving us smitten
You don't know the hurt that you had been afflicting
I tried, I tried
To make things right
I spread all my wings, I will take flight
Yeah, Yeah... take flight
Not talking no hate, I'm painting these pictures it's straight from my mental
Don't try to be great, you are the seed to a flower
You know life ain't gentle
Most hearing this shit, then go telling stories, they walk around acting judgmental
Yet they aren't fundamental
Blaming you all, they're so temperamental
You hate all my guts and it's so monumental
Don't understand what's inside my mental
This punch, this feel, I taste all the metal
I might lose it all, but it's not too special
The taste of cigarettes, the smell the breathe
The nicotine, my guillotine
Feels so pristine
Again
Yeah
I tried, I tried, I tried
Why, Why, Why, Why
I did all I could to make it right
Yeah, yeah
Yeah