Bad Ideas
Baby I got bad ideas (Bad ideas)
Fucking guilty whenever I see you (When I see you)
Never thought I'd go this far (So far)
I'm my own enemy in this war
Admitting I got bad ideas (Bad ideas)
But I never wanna just leave you (Girl I need you)
I'm so wrong for wanting more (Wanted more)
What am I even in it for
Lately I've been tryna be patient (Patience)
But I feel like my time's been wasted (Wasted)
Baby I've been so afraid to say it (Imma say it)
But I never wanna lie so I say it (Imma say it)
Cause baby you deserve the truth
I'm giving nothing less for you
I want nothing but the best for you
I'll be going through the worst for you
You're all I ever wanted (Don't get it wrong)
And now you're here now I got it (However long)
But I got a feeling that I can't push aside
Do I have to pick now? No I can't decide
Baby I know it's so unfair (Unfair)
No I can't lose you I'm so scared (So scared)
I don't deserve this I'm a mess
All I ever do is give you stress
Despite all this, you're loving me babe, fucking me baby
I don't know why I deserve this
You're independent girl you never needed this
Despite all this, you care for me babe, mending me baby
I don't know why I deserve this
You're independent girl you never needed this
Baby I got bad ideas (Bad ideas)
Fucking guilty whenever I see you (When I see you)
Never thought I'd go this far (So far)
I'm my own enemy in this war
Admitting I got bad ideas (Bad ideas)
But I never wanna just leave you (Girl I need you)
I'm so wrong for wanting more (Wanted more)
What am I even in it for