Soarcry

You said… I am too special to you
You said it like I was a kinda model that wouldn’t fit you
And now you really dunno what to do…
Me too…
You said I'm pretty and cute
But yet I feel that I don’t ever suit
You well enough
You’re afraid and unaware of what you’re facing
You never thought you might
(what a fright)
And now you don’t think you’re able to
Cuz I’m amazing

To me, it’s a kinda plague
It feels like I dream
But all of a sudden I know I’m awake
It hurts, it burns, and it turns me upside down
And then my heart unfurls
As I cry with no sound
I still control my shakes
But every minute it takes
Is a torture to me
You talk but every time you speak
I gotta feeling you lie to me
So my heart gets bleak
Every time, every time

I’d buried myself inside
And faced everything with eyes open wide
Yet it took too much to reach the balance
I tried
Though too fucked up with lie
Though conditioned to die
I got better in my head
And much more cynical in bed
I've lost all my beliefs and chocked all my dreams
Cuz in truth nothing is really what it seems
I belied myself so that I can hold on
Now take a one good look at what you’ve done to me
Come on!

Now I can fly… like I’m a soar cry
You made me feel this way
Now I can fly… like I’m a soar cry
Sometimes you kill me, but I can’t die
Now I can fly… like I’m a soar cry
You made me feel this way
Now I can fly… like I’m a soar cry
Sometimes you kill me, but I can’t die

Now I’ve gotta fly… like I’m a soar cry
You made me feel this way
Now I’ve gotta fly… like I’m a soar cry
Sometimes you kill me, but I can’t die
Now I’ve gotta fly… like I’m a soar cry
You made me feel this way
Now I’ve gotta fly… like I’m a soar cry
Sometimes you kill me, but you know I can’t die

You never met anyone like me
There’s no wonder you didn’t ‘cause I’m the one eternally
You dunno what to expect
You dunno what you could get
If you only wanted to
You’re afraid to know whom you met
God gave me you, God gave you me
But you’re a human so you can’t take it easily
And I'm unsure of what I might be
An angel for you, a temptation, but anyway not a human being

Do you wanna take my life?
I just wanna know what for I strive
For you, for me, for us, for God’s sake?
You taste and smell like my destiny, and it makes my heartache
You ask me why I'm here by your side
Why I confide
But anyhow I can’t explain
The one and only thing I know it is all right
It’s all right… right as the moon and stars above so bright
(now listen)

But you don’t believe me
You’re afraid to believe me
If you’re so scared why don’t you just leave me?
It’s all because you know I’m your only chance
Nobody wants another failed romance
But there’ll be none at all
If we’ll be deaf to the call
Of something deep inside us, aware of a fall
We often give up. We give up. That's why
We stay alone and hear the bitter soar cry

You said… I am too special to you
And now you really dunno what to do
Me too
Now you made me fly like I’m a soarcry
Don't let me die away like I'm a soarcry
Now take a one good look at what you’ve done to me
And what I’ve done to you
Or maybe that’s what should happen to me
And to you
We’re given to each other
So we deserve each other