24 Months Later

No revelry as I silently tread over broken shards
A twisted world where you and me share nothing else but sparks
It’s all in words we couldn’t say, it sculpts our body parts
It’s in the wounds from bullets we’ve been dodging with our hearts

There’s bitterness and blissfulness in every step I take
I drag myself away from you while I am still awake
There’s still a little tease in showing off that I don’t care
There’s war and there is peace, and nothing left to make me flare

But when I slip
And fall asleep
I know you are there
A memory
In a treasury
I can no longer bear

I’ve got a black black heart
And red red lips today
And a mouthful of words
That I can never say
I’ve got black black eyes
And red red blood to give
And a thousand lives
That I can never live

It’s funny how we both pretend to be so dead inside
Dammit man! I knew you were still alive

Don’t gaze away, your pupils say you’re wired for my charms
I’d like to lick your tears when you would cry confessing in my arms
It’s in the words we cannot say but whisper in the dark
It’s in my moans, it’s in your voice that sinks into my heart

But when I slip
And fall asleep
I know you are there
A memory
In a treasury
I can no longer bear

I’ve got a black black heart
And red red lips today
And a mouthful of words
That I can never say
I’ve got black black eyes
And red red blood to give
And a thousand lives
That I can never live

I don’t know who am I to you, and who are you to me
I went so far, I’ve soared so high, and then I fell so deep

Try, try, try, try harder
Or I’ll obliterate you

I’ve got a black black heart
And red red lips today
And a mouthful of words
That I can never say
I’ve got black black eyes
And red red blood to give
And a thousand lives
That I can never live

Try, try, try, try harder
Before I obliterate you
Try, try, try, try harder
Before I annihilate you