Aware

I'm kind of lost with the skeletons in my closet
Kind of cautious bout coughing up feelings, revealing causes
Kind of lawless when thinking about the people that brought us
Kind of relating more to the hustlers, pimps, and ballers

Kind of the kind of person to take whenever I want it
Wandering as I'm wondering if I really been wanted
Kind of work for today cause I fear that there's no tomorrow
Kind of feel like a slave in a cycle of sown sorrow

Kind of been having thoughts of me sleeping inside a coffin
Kind of coped and I fought 'em, it's happening more than often
Kind of clueless bout why my thoughts are heavily guarded
But preliminary bombardments are what my enemies started

Kind of been having loose conversations with Lucifer
Loosen up, scared that those that I love will say "you're losing us"
Kind of never in peace when engaging a war with others
Kind of ashamed to say that we killing sisters and brothers

You feeling lost, Well, hold my hand
And you gone Die for more
Cause you know you can't get all the
Things you wish and all the things you want
And you know and I know that you can't run

You feeling lost, Well, hold my hand
And you gone Die for more
Cause you know you can't get all the
Things you wish and all the things you want
And you know and I know that you can't run

Kind of blame the rest to name a face to our troubles
Kind of afraid to say that the pain we take in ain't subtle
Kind of feeling a pain I explain as catastrophic
Hold the key to ones heart when You know that I can't unlock it

Kind of been understanding why nothing is fair in life
As I'm rolling a pair of dice with the hopes to make it to paradise
Kind of filling your thoughts with feelings leaving you paralyzed
Now dare your eyes to tell you the truth whenever the mirror lies

Pretty positive plenty people imposters
Kind of danced with the wolves I'm feeling like Kevin Costner
Kind of cautious bout what the cost is, as long as it's killing
Kind of hope I last longer, More than a minute

Kind of Like King Menes creating a royal dynasty
Like many men I'm a menace to my society
Kind of feel like it's true when people say they wouldn't lie to me
(I know They wouldn't lie to me)

You feeling lost, Well, hold my hand
And you gone Die for more
Cause you know you can't get all the
Things you wish and all the things you want
And you know and I know that you can't run

You feeling lost, Well, hold my hand
And you gone Die for more
Cause you know you can't get all the
Things you wish and all the things you want
And you know and I know that you can't run