Me Sometimes

[Chorus]
I wish I wasn't me sometimes
Wish I had a better attitude when I'm hanging with my dudes
But it's hard to be free sometimes
When you got a fucked up self-esteem
And there's nothing you can do
I can get a bit extreme sometimes
Please don't ask me how I'm holdin' up
I'ma probably lie to y'all and say that everything's good
Everything's

[Verse 1]
I think I know what I like now
Dirty ass sneakers ridin' bikes down
5th & Alameda with my eyes low
Barely getting sleep 'cause I don't know how
Heavy breathing foggin' up my bifocals
Still tryna figurе out my pronouns
Call me what you want, but not tonight though
I know you think we're cool, but maybе slow down

[Pre-Chorus]
'Cause I don't get attached too fast
Well, anymore
Also not easily impressed
Well, anymore
Lately I've been feeling kinda stressed
A little too much
From my best friends to women and family to business
I hate speakin' up 'cause I know no one's listenin' at all

[Chorus]
And I wish I wasn't me sometimes
Wish I had a better attitude when I'm hanging with my dudes
But it's hard to be free sometimes
When you got a fucked up self-esteem
And there's nothing you can do
I can get a bit extreme sometimes
Please don't ask me how I'm holdin' up
I'ma probably lie to y'all and say that everything's good
Everything's

[Verse 2]
The simplest pleasures
That consume my mind is now replaced with depression
I saw all the signs and still I gave it no effort
Try speakin' my mind, it's my freedom of expression
I'm trying my bestest
Bro, fuck where my head is
I'm on the right path, but bumpy roads make it endless
And when I detour, I stay alone and feel restless
I been skippin' meals, when's the last time I had breakfast?
I hate what I'm blessed with

[Pre-Chorus]
'Cause I don't get attached too fast anymore (Anymore, anymore, anymore)
Also not easily impressed
Anymore (Anymore, anymore, anymore)
Lately I've been feeling kinda stressed (Stressed)
A little too much (Too much)
From my best friends to women and family to business
I hate speakin' up 'cause I know no one's listenin' at all

[Chorus]
Man, I wish I wasn't me sometimes
Wish I had a better attitude when I'm hanging with my dudes
But it's hard to be free sometimes
When you got a fucked up self-esteem
And there's nothing you can do
I can get a bit extreme sometimes
Please don't ask me how I'm holdin' up
I'ma lie to myself and say that everything's good
Everything's, everything's
Man, I wish I wasn't me sometimes
Wish I had a better attitude when I'm hanging with my dudes
But it's hard to be free sometimes
When you got a fucked up self-esteem
And there's nothing you can do
I can get a bit extreme sometimes
Please don't ask me how I'm holdin' up
I'ma lie to myself and say that everything's good
Everything's, everything
Is good